Music is and was one of my worst enemies and best friends during grief.
It can uplift me.
It can put me right back where I started.
I am not a huge fan of Avril Lavigne but her new song "Jar of Hearts" reminds me of what I would love to say to grief if it were a person.
Of something I would love to scream at grief.
I am tired of grief coming for me. And I would really love if grief would leave me alone.
These lyrics in particular are speaking to me:
"And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all."