Somethings I was not prepared for.
Some very important things were left out.
Some things I have discovered on my own and I have asked other widows I know about but there is not a lot of information on this very important subject.
Simply put it is the lack of sex.
The lack of physical affection.
The lack of kissing.
The lack of holding hands.
The lack of being held and touched.
And when a widow does not get those things for a long period of time, there is a strong desire that starts to well up.
It starts to take over.
It is really hard to deal with.
Remember that episode of Seinfeld when Elaine does not have sex for a while?
Well, that is happening to me.
The desires are taking over my thinking.
Ugh... Oh well.
So is life.
I know this too is normal.