As well as cops flying by me.
My heart starts to race when I see them.
I feel myself gripping the steering wheel.
Sometimes I get cold chills.
The worst is how people do not pull over.
How drivers just stay in the way.
I wonder where the ambulances are going.
Who are they helping?
Will those people survive?
Is it due to another stupid driver?
I also wonder about the morning we were driven to the hospital.
I hope people got our of our way.
I hope people got out of the way for the ambulance carrying Roger more.
I remember how bumpy the ride was. I expected it to me smoother. I have never been in the back of an ambulance before.
I remember trying to figure out where we were on the highway. It is a highway I know pretty well.
I remember the girl helping me.
She was rubbing my forehead trying to calm me down.
She put me on oxygen because I was hyperventilating.
She warned me I had been in a really bad accident.
Which was really hard for me even still at that point to believe.
Car accidents happen all the time.
It could not be that bad.
Not to Roger and me.
This only happens in movies.
Really bad dramatic movies.
I wish people would be a little more aware when they saw an ambulance or the police.
It could be me in there.