It's a typical movie.
And at the end of 120 minutes or so, all is right in the world.
The girl and guy are the perfect couple.
They are in love.
They are good people.
Something bad happens.
Some silly mistake.
The girl and the guy break up.
They are miserable without each other.
They both realize how perfect they are together.
They get back together.
They fall back madly in love.
Life is happily ever after.
Except I realized that Roger was perfect for me before we were married.
Before I lost him.
I knew I was lucky.
I knew I had a great husband/fiance/boyfriend.
We were already in love.
And at my movie, it does not tie up all the loose ends nicely.
I do not get my husband back.
Roger does not come running back to me.
We do not get to spend the rest of our lives together.
And some where in my head because of all these movies, I keep thinking he will come back.
We will live happily ever after.
My life is not a movie.
My life is not a fairy tale (like that one song says).
This is my reality.