Tuesday, September 1, 2009


Finally, finally, finally.
I can feel a little bit lighter.
It is September.
Thank God! Thank God! Thank God!
It is September.
I made it to September.

But like most people know, the grief does not end now.
There is still no grief cure.

I still find myself sad at moments.
I still find myself remembering random stories and random memories.
Still sitting in disbelief.
Still sitting on the side of the road waiting for the ambulance.

The year has changed me.
The year has left me different.
More patient in some ways.
More accepting myself in some ways.

And life keeps moving forward.
Tugging me along.
One part of me looking back.
One part of me looking forward.

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