Deflated

I am very thankful for all my friends and family.
I do not know how I would have gotten through yesterday without them.
They held my hand.
They let me just cry.
They gathered information for me when I just could not listen anymore.
They went to a bar to help lift me up again.

I just feel deflated.
I just feel neglected by the court system and by the police system.

The police witnesses failed to show up.
The civil case against him dismissed.
How is this possible?

How is he walking away.
How can he just drive away.
This is another con-artist.

And I can hear Roger saying "Just 20%! Just let me get rid of 20%"

I do not quite see how this court system is fair.
It is deflating.
A real judge should be able to use judgement, not loop holes.
A real judge should be able to look critically at a situation, not just say "Oh, well there is no proof he was the driver..."

Ugh...